I love those pictures! It looks beautiful where you were hiking! Good idea with the stone, I might have to borrow that sometime.
I think it's normal to be anxious going into surgery, especially since you are changing a part of your body. I'm pretty sure when it's all said and done though, that you will be thrilled with the results!
Little commemorations of milestones (be there fear based or memory based or whatever) seem silly at times - but I think there is such a place for them in our lives. The physical memorial allows us to stop, act, then move on, without the burden we've left behind. xoxo
Love that you are feeling better. What a lovely fear release exercise. Any surgery is nerve wracking, to me. To be honest, I have hesitations about body augmentation in general because of having to explain any of my decisions to my daughter. But if I were considering surgery for myself or if my daughter was making the decision, I would want us to be going into it as you are...a confident woman making a decision for her own body, for her own comfort/happiness, not to fit some conventional mold of "Kardashian" beauty. The insecure woman I know who had implants is the same insecure woman after having them (though she does have a nice rack!)...they didn't change her life or bring her happiness (or in her case the man she desperately wants). You are a happy, secure woman now and will be after the surgery. Just maybe with a slightly modified golf stroke. ;) xxoo
You will be happy with this decision. Trust me (and I realize that "trust me" could be construed as a cheap form of birth control) but seriously, trust me. See you Thursday!
I love those pictures! It looks beautiful where you were hiking! Good idea with the stone, I might have to borrow that sometime.
ReplyDeleteI think it's normal to be anxious going into surgery, especially since you are changing a part of your body. I'm pretty sure when it's all said and done though, that you will be thrilled with the results!
Little commemorations of milestones (be there fear based or memory based or whatever) seem silly at times - but I think there is such a place for them in our lives. The physical memorial allows us to stop, act, then move on, without the burden we've left behind. xoxo
ReplyDeleteLove that you are feeling better. What a lovely fear release exercise. Any surgery is nerve wracking, to me. To be honest, I have hesitations about body augmentation in general because of having to explain any of my decisions to my daughter. But if I were considering surgery for myself or if my daughter was making the decision, I would want us to be going into it as you are...a confident woman making a decision for her own body, for her own comfort/happiness, not to fit some conventional mold of "Kardashian" beauty. The insecure woman I know who had implants is the same insecure woman after having them (though she does have a nice rack!)...they didn't change her life or bring her happiness (or in her case the man she desperately wants). You are a happy, secure woman now and will be after the surgery. Just maybe with a slightly modified golf stroke. ;) xxoo
ReplyDeleteYou will be happy with this decision. Trust me (and I realize that "trust me" could be construed as a cheap form of birth control) but seriously, trust me. See you Thursday!
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