Here we go.

Tomorrows the big day. I guess I should go do some obligitory push ups or planks or something, as it will be a good 2 months before I can do any....but I just don't have it in me. I'm nervous, and feel like I should do some sort of good by, godspeed sort of thank you ceremony to the body that I'm bidding farewell to.....but thats silly, as its all going to stay with me, just get a little bigger. I guess I would feel differently if I was getting a reduction, or lipo or something, but none of me is really going anywhere, you know?

The parts which fed my children are all staying right here, I just get to see them better :)

I'm very nervous. Would appreciate good thoughts tomorrow, whatever your feelings around bodily modification. So, SO many thanks to all of the dear friends who have sent me sweet texts or emails or facebook messages. I feel very supported knowing that you are thinking of me and supporting me. Its scary making changes like this, even if it is something that you want to do. Knowing that I am going to come out looking different (and going to be in pain) is unnerving. I hope I like it.

Thanks, and goodnight.